So

as I face the loss of my family's home, unemployment, debt, and the regular pressure of academics, I begin to wonder what the hell I am going to do. I'm in desperate need of a job, but no one hires in the first month and a half of the new year.

I hope I'm not screwed. But it's not so bad. I never cared much about bank bullies or nice houses. All I really want is to have a good quality of life. I realized that's all I want