I want thermals

Apparently Google is deleting some blogs for unlawful use of MP3's. Haha.

Nothing really to update you about. I'm still looking for a job. I even called Goodwill.

I'm killing time. I'm going to eat breakfast

Don't you get tired of it?

The same fucking thing over and over sometimes. Hell, I'm not even angry.

I need to get out of San Diego. Haha

I finally subscribed to Netflix. yes

Reflection of the day

Today is one of those kinds of days where a bird shits on your backpack, you've got a stuffy nose, and a fat headache reaches you when you get home.

So I made the huge mistake of talking to the most annoying, brattiest person I've met in a while for more that 40 seconds before my piano class. He sat next to me, asked to use my earphones, and simply wouldn't shut his mouth. I need to change keyboards.

Today is my little sister's birthday. She's fourteen now and it's weird to think that at her age I was already chasing girls and getting into trouble at school. I don't know how I feel about that...

Anyways, happy birthday MaryJoe

So

as I face the loss of my family's home, unemployment, debt, and the regular pressure of academics, I begin to wonder what the hell I am going to do. I'm in desperate need of a job, but no one hires in the first month and a half of the new year.

I hope I'm not screwed. But it's not so bad. I never cared much about bank bullies or nice houses. All I really want is to have a good quality of life. I realized that's all I want

Today

I begin the semester at City College, and I've never been so willing to go to school. I'm only taking French, Advanced Music Theory, and Class Piano. I didn't bother to take math this semester, simply because I hate it. I'll just take it next semester along with the other pain in the ass classes.

Yesterday was an interesting day

I'm home now, and I

dont wan't to be

Money

I am behind on paying my insurance bill today. Here are my options (none of which aren't sketchy):
-Donate plasma
-Pawn Shop

that's it.

I hate not having a job. It's effing killing me